Wow! It is hard to believe another school year has ended. I can't say I am not glad for it to end; however, I am sad to see the people that leave with it. This year I reevaluated my former friendships and formed hopefully strong life time bonds. There is one friend I already miss...they know who they are. (This is going to be a long post)

Today, I was suprised to see Farmer back at school. It is good to see him with uplifted spirits, again. The baseball team won one and lost one. Farmer was there cheering for his team of 7yrs. Couldn't end another school year without him.

As usual now, my room is an absolute disaster as I prepare to move out of my dorm and into a house. Every one is wondering how this is going to work. Sometimes, I admit I wonder. My mother kindly but yet so rudely informed me that I am not the easiest person to get along with. Then I took the same approach and reminded her where I developed it from.

THIS WEEKEND I GO TO BUY MY CAR!!! ABOUT TIME!!! Finally, after years and years of waiting I go to buy a car. One catch though, I have to pay for it myself. They buy Ben his cars but of course, I am responsible enough to handle it.

Ben is no longer working at Babies-R-Us b/c he is a looser, or at least an even bigger one now. He is doing good though. "Faithee Pooh and Benny Boo" are doing well together, they say those names one more time and I will volmit. God Bless them!

GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY SOLE! I am living in Pulaski, TN, a small rural town, cows, chickens, and me a city boy.

OH, "My Immortal" just came on. This is my favorite song it always reminds me of Reonach. The words are so true to life...the song is a reflective, depressing yet uplifiting song.

Well...have to start cleaning again or fall apart and sleep. Probably sleep but shh...don't tell my anal retentsive self that.

My life is nothing short than a living anomoly. I have mono, bacterial infection, stress and high blood pressure. In the midst, people are driving me insane. The phone has rang constantly. Never could I imagine the volumes of calls I have recieved. These people are worried about me; however, all of them want me to do something, with a few exceptions. I just have no Idea what in the world I am going to do. I don't even know if I still want to go to college. It is a nightmare sometimes and sometimes it is amazing. Sooner or later, I will have to find a happy medium.

"If you are going through hell, keep going." ~ Sir Winston Churchill ~

"Success usually come to those who are too busy to be looking for it "           ~ Henry David Thoreau ~ 

"My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher"  ~ Socrates ~

"Sometimes a scream is better than a thesis." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

"Denial ain't just a river in Egypt" ~ Mark Twain ~

"God gave men both a penis and a brain, but unfortunately  not enough blood supply to run both at the same time."                                                   ~ Robin Williams, commenting on the Clinton/Lewinsky affair ~

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."                              ~ Albert Einstein ~